I don't know if this is good enough
but here it is as something true of myself.
In darkness I seak,
For the voice I hear,
In loneliness I live,
but that I’ll dismiss.
In the moment my
Eyes caught your smile
My soul found its mate,
My heart its equal,
& my mind, the complement
for sanity.
My loneliness fade when
Imagining you in my arms.
I’ll feel like flying,
thinking of better times,
happy times, joyful times.
Thinking of it made my
body do stange things,
your eyes, the light &
mirrors to my soul,
your smile, the warm place,
place where i can stay
& your heart contains
all the beauty a
person could ever have.
& when i realize
i couln’t scape fate
I was too late when
I found myself hoping for love,
& falling for you.
I could never understand
the strange ways my
Mind links with my heart
& find a way to coexist.
I found myself in an abyss
deeper than I thought it was posible.
Who would say that I would
find myself hoping for love
since I didn’t even love myself
enough ?
For what I care now,
I found my light, my half,
my heart in odd ways,
& an adoring sentiment
that I shall adress to you.
I never believed I could love
more than I could hate.
but that is the fact
that now is my heart's content.
